Awake !

Dreams that just come and fly ,
keep me awake over a delusional try -
Keep me awake for a tearful high .

The world is opening but the heart is closing .
Am i learning to live or living to die .
But i am still awake for the world to give .
I am still awake - for better or worse .

The momentary involuntary highs ,
Are they symptoms of a revealing destiny ?
Or power pumps to make me strong over emotional lies.
Don't know which way to walk -and whether to keep silent or to talk.
But all i know for sure is -i still have the chalk-
To embark or leave the mark ?

Dreams in one eye and doubts in another -
And that explains the silence after a cheer .
No matter what you are trying to show me .
I can only see the world with my impaired vision .
For I haven't slept
And I plan to be awake--
And I still plan to be awake--